Today is my birthday! Happy birthday to me! I'll feast, drink, and have sex. Damn right I will.
There is a certain connotation of immobility to the concept of Balance. When we say someone is balanced we are struck with an image of perfect equilibrium, of a sphere perfectly balanced atop a needle. For me, this characteristic is anti-satanic. The Satanist is in an eternal state of oscillation. He changes and adapts, he… Continue reading Balance and movement.
I'm becoming more and more obsessed with being an adversary, an opposer. The Satan inside me pushes me to constantly question and contradict everything. I cannot read something without thinking "well that might not be true". This is both positive and negative: The positive: Being often faced with opportunities to oppose something that is preconceived… Continue reading Satanic Obsession.
Originally from Bay Witch Musings "11 Things to Answer about your Religion" Where do my religious beliefs arise from (in my life)? Were they taught to me as a child? Did I discover them as an adult? Have I developed them on the basis of personal experiences–are they a positive or negative reaction to events… Continue reading 11 things I answered about my religion
I am part of the Satanists that believe Satan is Enki. But it goes further than that. I am not an ideological fanatic like Joy of Satan kind of Satanists are. I don't despise nor hate Christians. In fact, I pity the Catholic Church for failing so miserably at attempting to prevent humanity to reach… Continue reading Who is Satan? A closer look to my personal pantheon.
Contacting Demons and other otherworldly beings is part of most Satanists that practice witchcraft in a regular basis. And while some believe these demons are part of our own mind, me and the other polytheist Satanists believe they are in fact separate entities with their own personalities. The first demon I contacted was Raum. At… Continue reading My Relationship with Demons/Gods
So I guess it was time I told you guys how I became a Satanist. I come for a Christian family. My dad's side Catholic, my mother's side Evangelist. Catholic family members weren't too keen on practice or church going. You know, just have one small cross hanging near the door, some of them had… Continue reading How I became a Satanist: Azazel, The Sun Demon.