These are dark times for me. Never have I felt this tortured by my fears. Never have I felt this amount of dread. Never in my more than 10 years of being a Satanist, have I felt this far away from Satan, and from myself. Never in my life have I felt the need for… Continue reading Time.
I poke fun at a poster by pseudo-eastern esoteric self help site "HighExistence" and explain my take on true enlightenment while doing so. I only go through the first two columns, but will visit the other four in subsequent videos. Here's the poster in question:
Hello all, I went live on my Youtube Channel with a response to fellow Satanist (and friend) Summer Thunder, I suggest you watch it in his channel even if I go through it's entirety on my video: I also referenced one of his blog posts at the end: What does a priesthood need?
https://youtu.be/WCtsAbQn8Us In this video I am going to further develop on the Ancient Demon Language: By the way, it does have a name: Fòdil I’m also going to correct some wrong assumptions I made on my first blog post on this subject. First, a brief explanation of what is Fòdil, the Ancient Demon Language. I’ve… Continue reading Fòdil, The Ancient Demon Language
https://youtu.be/SgqacGuCvrk This is a presentation video of sorts, an explanation of why I’ve opened this YouTube channel. Mainly because I don't like writing. For me, writing allows me to structure ideas, but hinders the thought process. I don’t and I don’t like having an academic approach to writing about all these subjects that I'm passionate… Continue reading YouTube, because I don’t like writing that much.
After having deactivated my Facebook account (perhaps for good), I've allowed myself to indulge in alternating periods of hedonism and carelessness and periods deep meditation and occult workings. I am sorry if my social-media disappearance caused worry among my friends. I've been doing fine. And I've got some news. I've been working with Beelzebub a… Continue reading The Ancient Demon Language
So I got a comment on my post How I became a Satanist: Azazel, The Sun Demon. a person whose username is Athena shared their own experience on contacting Satan. Their UPG is interesting, but an even more interesting thing happened: Their contact with Satan and the demons directly contradicts mine. Their clear Abrahamic-based beliefs… Continue reading Short reflection on UPG
Capitalization is important kids. Thankfully I have friends who remind me of the often shallowness of my newest ideas, like Aleph from his blog Aleph's Heretical Domain who points out a series of important flaws or problems with my previous post. Let's address them and try to make something viable out of this potential solution:… Continue reading Kill Nature or kill nature? (Part 2 of human survival focused on anti-environment)
It's been a while. I come to you today with an idea that has been going through my mind for a couple of years, and I feel it has matured enough to begin developing it. Bear in mind, this idea is a child, a fetus-- an ugly proto-idea that has been conceived in the womb… Continue reading Kill Nature! (Or another take on human survival focused on anti-environment)
Litha used to be a great moment of the year for me. The start of summer, of Hard Rock and Metal festivals, vacations, beautiful people walking around scantily clad under the sun. The feeling of that warm breeze against my face. I have none of that this year. I feel broken, cold, frigid. My heart… Continue reading Cold Litha.